Just in case you thought otherwise, I’m here to inform you that it’s just you and God. 

Not to blow my trumpet but, I’m always there for people when they get me involved in their issues.

I was working on something for a better part of last year, it was going smooth till I hit a snag. Even though it hurt like hell then to see my efforts almost go down the drain, I’m happy it happened because it made me have a rethink and do the right thing.

The interesting part is 95% of the “friends” that were supposedly aware of what I was working on have not asked me about it till this date. Of this 95%, about 93% were aware of the snag, none of them have asked me if I was able to overcome or what exactly I decided to do.

Not to sound entitled, but don’t I deserve a bit of love and concern? Am I such a terrible person? Granted, if they had asked, I’ll probably not have mentioned my new plans because it’s strictly between me and My Creator, but still……. that’s no excuse.

One of the things I’ve learnt as an adult is how to stand on my own and expect nothing from people. I think I learnt that during my Mayflower years, but I kind of lost the lesson a few years back. Hopefully, it will stick this time around.

I’m thinking of getting a tattoo (no, it’s not a sin) on my wrist. I want something feminine and dainty, maybe a flower or cross equals love. I’m not sure my pain threshold is as high as it used to be anymore, but when I come across a credible and well-skilled tattoo artist; I’m definitely getting it done.

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Such a beautiful reminder.

 

 

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